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wednesday, december 9, 1998
- I want sleep, no stress -


Listening to the song Alarm Call, in rhythmic phonetics remix really cheers me up after today.  Well, actually the main meat of the day was fine.  I am getting kissed tomorrow, that can't be a bad thing.  One of my friends wanted my chair in chemistry - I was stubborn and wouldn't budge and she said she would give me a kiss for it... So I said yes, of course.  So tomorrow is my kiss from her.  How exciting!  And rather funny.  After school we had a rehearsal, I forgot and was late and Mr. Hendricks had one of his little fits because of it.  At least I missed the fit.  But I got there quite quick, saddened I wasn't going to be able to scan anything in today either.  Tomorrow.  I hope, tomorrow I will have to install 3 new scanners for my art teacher and if the pentablets come in I will have to install those too.  I haven't had a chance to see my episode of Pokémon today which means I haven't had a chance to relax yet today.  So that weird little show has now become like a little on/off light on my stress meter.  That is so wierd.  good.  But I have so much stress, I feel sorry if it hurts anyone ever.
      Everyone in Japanese class made christmas cards today!  I really enjoyed that. 
By the end of the class, I was so proud of mine.   I made it for Ayumi and It had sort of christmasy night scene on the front with layers of cool construction paper.  On the inside it had a picture I made of mistletoe that said "Beautiful Mistletoe" underneath.  Across from that on the right side of the inside was the words "Let's kiss romantically under the mistletoe." Then underneath that there was a flame with the words "hot flame" and "Chestnuts roasting on an open fire."  All in Japanese.  I love the way it turned out.  perfect!  All for Ayumi! and my grade.
      I still feel battered from all this stress.  It's too long and boring to explain everything.  But the main pool of stress comes from the rehearsals for Chicago.  This trip is the most prestigious invitation a high school in america can receive.  We've been practicing for over 6 months.
      And I still have to find all the lost Hunterart and update the page.  One day I will actually indulge in myself and make my own art page.  Saw HyperOgga's.  Stunning in a way that is only HyperOgga.  I wish I could just turn into electrical water or some other metaphore and just ve violently dangerous and extremely relaxed at the same time. That would be true Medicine.
~Mafu 

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